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One question that hasn't stopped ringing in my head, why aren't you replying? 
HMM.

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I WANT MY TOMS :(:(:( 
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Pray you'll text me tomo.

Just went for a run, and I'm eating fried prawn noodle for dinner, man my efforts go to waste :( It was friggin creepy to jog by the big canal and the private housing area with so little street lamps without your glasses. I was listening to a sermon about Confidence vs Failure and that gave me th courage and strength to like continue jogging. I shall wake up early to jog tomorrow morning!!!! Must lose weight :(

AND cotton on interview got screwed up again. Asni went mia, phone off-ed, not at Novena. Gosh I almost went mad. We ended up chilling at MOS instead. Grrrrrr. SO PISSING. And my bagua job got fried too so I am once again jobless. Hate all these pending statuses, they're stopping me from carrying on with life. Hate hate hate. GRRRRR.

Ah well, shan't think about it anymore. Gotta pray later!!!! AND, ABIGAIL PLS CHEER UP!!!!! BOYS CAN BE BITCHES BUT WE SHANT LET THEM AFFECT OUR MOOD K!!!! Girl power!!!! ^^ Whatever it is, I am here for you!!!! <3 you long long time!!! :):)

Well, it's not that I didn't want to hold your arm for support today. And it's not that I didn't want to grab your hand when I lost my balance. I was just afraid if I'd done so, I wouldn't want to let go. I missed you the moment you alighted the bus. This is so wrong but I do. 

Por Siempre;

Waiting for Abz to be done showering, she's crashing at my place today!!! ^^ Preheating the oven to bake pizza + B&J + idk what else we are gonna eat BUT I swear we will put on like 10kg tonight. SADSADDSADDDDD. I desperately need to start my daily runs :( Trying my bestest to persuade abz to run with me tomorrow morning.. 

Cotton On interview(AGAIN YES AGAIN!!!) tomorrow at 1430h. Sian ttm we better get the job or I will faint!!! 

Anw I am getting to hungry to think. Hehehe shall go nw!! OHYAAAAA bro's gg AC hehehe, super happy tht my vision is coming to past :)

Oh btw, I never expected to be affected after seeing you today.

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A sudden random thought just crept into my head. 
Do you remember all those times we spent the night out together?
Night cycling, countdown, prom night, sleepover.
Somehow I remember them very clearly.
And I guess it's because you were there.
Can I say I miss you?
I miss how it felt like lying on your shoulder.
I miss how it felt like being protected by you.
I miss how you talked to me like whatever I said mattered.
Am I crossing any lines right now?
Ah well.
Patience patience patience.

Bzzzt. 
<X3

Athazagoraphobia - The fear of being forgotten.

All I did today was sleep. And have my eyes glued to my mac. Unproductive day much. Quarreled with mum over SOT but whatever the case is, I am still set on going for it. I won't even mind not having enough money for lunch etc. Anw, I dreamt of so many weird bizarre stuffs while napping. Dreamt of a moon that looked like the Earth and how a solar eclipse happened after the 'moon' appeared. Dreamt of weird stuffs. Also dreamt of you holding me in your arms telling me everything's going to be fine. Really, my dreams are so out of this world. But anyway, it all felt so real. Sometimes, dreams seem to look better than reality. I guess that's the point where we are all reluctant to get out of bed, and will force ourselves to sleep a little while longer just so to prolong that sweet dream we were having. I tried that just now, a couple of times, but they all failed. I guess we can't just force ourselves to dream of things. They just happen.

Waiting for stupid isaacong to reply me now about supper. Only had one meal today and I'm still super full. Something's wrong. However, I'm still craving for Gong Cha although I had it 4 times this week. HEHE. Guess that's where all my fats come from huh. Blog shopped today!! Saw some rly nice dresses, but IDK if I shld get them. Quite worried they'd be too long/short or smt. Tsk. 

Anyway, I shall continue blogshopping since I've nothing much to do now until that pig replied me.
Till then!~

Stupid ulcer PLEASE GO AWAY!!! :(

Fuck this shit.

I wish I am the person you'd turn to whenever you feel shitty.
It makes me kinda sad to see you so down and that I can't do much about it.
Sigh.
You don't know it makes me worried right?

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Sleepy, tired, exhausted. 
I am going to sleep NOW.
Good night!!!

I swear cotton on btr give us the job!! We like ve to go back next week for the interview cuz the queue was too long today. Man, I'm starting to get tired of travelling to Novena ;( Shall go scope for other jobs for now. Boring boring boring. Guess we can't always expect things to turn out the way we want them to be!! But nevertheless, a day spent with friends is a day well spent! Met Iz for lunch today, and Abz joined to go for th interview. Met Bestie and YW thr and was with them ever since. Iz left for work, so we decided to follow HS to SAM for her sch's project. I guess I've always been appreciative of art pieces, but I can't seem to appreciate art by Singaporean artists :/ Ah well. Ate at Astons aft tht thn hung arnd Cathay before gg home. HS might be staying over tonight hehe I pray she is!!!! She's nvr stayed over before :( Pray her daddy will let her!!

Anw I feel like a lousy friend. I knew abz was upset abt B, but I didn't bother to ask her abt him, didn't bother to probe abt things. All I did was made her come along w ppl she didn't rly knw th whole day. Sigh, feel so guilty nw, I broke one new year resolution today :( I shall call her and apologise l8tr. Shan't allow such a thing to happen again!! Grr.

Anyway I've no idea what's happening tomorrow. Still thinking if I wna go for th SN thing. Don't rly wna see P&co for awhile, they kinda did smt tht made me unhappy. Hopefully HS will come over thn I shall spend th mornng with her :D BS(hopefully!) tomo! I can't wait to complete my GS!!! And thn tuition aft tht. Ahh God, pls give me all th patience in th world durng tuition tomo! I rly want John to do well in his studies :(

I shall take a nap now, pray my ipod won't die :(

Kinda glad to see you using th jumper I got for you :):)